時間會沖淡一切

我其實明白

再多的悲傷與自責﹐都要隨時間過去而沖淡

但我要的恰恰不是這樣

我要的﹐是永遠都記憶猶新。我要的﹐是永遠都忘不了。

這樣﹐我才可以痛著地活下去。

Courage, and Comfort Zone

I am in desperate need of courage to leave my comfort zone.

I want to leave the environment that I am familiar with.

I want to leave the person that loves me most.

I want to leave the Facebook that I am so hooked on.

I want to leave the city that only feeds on human greed and lame entertainment.

I want to leave the comfortable job that I have.

I want to leave the house that my parents so lovely created for me.

I want to leave the life that is so easy for me.

I have dreamed a long time for all these. I have ALWAYS dreamed of having all these. Now I have all of them. I felt empty.

I want to leave. And then, I will miss them again. And then, I will die for a chance to re-live this life again.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME