15 Feb 2006

Another new phase in my job

Well by this title I don’t actually means that I am shifted to a new post nor do I actually have a new job to do, which is surely misleading by this title. What I mean actually is that I am entering a new “boring” phase in my work. I’m experiencing a different psychological stage in my job now.

Originally I was feeling extremely bored in my office. Then as I started to adapt to the working environment of office, I start to get unhealthy, and almost stopped exercising. Life inside and outside work is both dull. I tried to keep myself alive.

Then I started to learn the ways to surf the internet in the office, to use MSN Web messenger on the internet daringly, to kill time easily by searching things in Wikipedia. That really helped. Sometimes I find some ad hoc tasks to do to kill some time too. I was spending a whole lot easier times, especially when those people that can see what I’m doing on my screen are left for business trips. It’s heaven here (in a jail’s sense).

Now the freshness of these activities are gone and I went stale again. I know “stale” this word doesn’t really suit describing my situation now, but I found this world appallingly close to what I think of myself for the time being.

Well, there are many wishes in my heart. I wish for a better job, which means I should start finding now. But if I am really able to find a new job, then it means I have to start working again without break…which I wait for so long. I wish for the summer holidays back. So it is best that my break between the jobs is in the mid-summer, where the weather is hottest, sweat is heaviest, girls are hottest, clothes are least and the sun is shiniest! YEAH SUNSHINE!

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(轉貼)
有一個男孩有著很壞的脾氣，於是他的父親就給了他一袋釘子；並且告訴他，每當他發脾氣的時候就釘一根釘子在後院的圍籬上。第一天，這個男孩釘下了37根釘子。慢慢地每天釘下的數量減少了。他發現控制自己的脾氣要比釘下那些釘子來得容易些。

終於有一天這個男孩再也不會失去耐性亂發脾氣，他告訴他的父親這件事，父親告訴他，現在開始每當他能控制自己的脾氣的時候，就拔出一根釘子。一天天地過去了，最後男孩告訴他的父親，他終於把所有釘子都拔出來了。父親握著他的手來到後院說：「你做得很好，我的好孩子，但是看看那些圍籬上的洞。這些圍籬將永遠不能回復成從前的樣子。你生氣的時候說的話就像這些釘子一樣留下疤痕。如果你拿刀子捅別人一刀，不管你說了多少次對不起，那個傷口將永遠存在。」話語的傷痛就像真實的傷痛一樣令人無法承受

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如果你拿刀子捅別人一刀，不管你說了多少次對不起，那個傷口將永遠存在。」話語的傷痛就像真實的傷痛一樣令人無法承受





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